Spiritual Process

My recent spiritual process has been one of healing from the past, and liberation from my previous self-perception and the way of live, to new exploration and manifestation of live life at its full potential. For years, my life was stuck in repeated cycles of experiences that did not allow me to fulfill my purpose in this life, or live life to its full potential. I knew so because I wasn’t experiencing happiness and joy, as these experienced no longer served me. I could feel it, and it came to my awareness through signs and messages came in from everywhere. No matter what has happened in my life, I have been blessed with an inner spiritual consciousness, one that we all carry, that reveals to me a beautiful, amazing universe full of love and infinite possibilities, and I began to delve more into this. Once I decided to move forward with my life with deeper meaning and understanding, in a way I could heal and then help support others in a similar process, I became aware of the help and guidance I needed. I started to pay attention to the information that came in from my own being, by my thoughts, feelings, dreams, and conscious awareness through my interactions with both people in the world and my guides. What helped is realizing our true potential is much greater than what we have led ourselves to believe, we are capable of being so much more that we allow. Knowing we are loved unconditionally by God and the universe, we deserve to love our entire self, all parts of ourselves, and to allow ourselves to receive this love as it continually comes, as it does no matter what we do. I didn’t have to remain stuck in a place of suffering or self-denial, the universe was waiting to guide me to a better understand and use my potential to do this work. I began to allow myself time to reconcile these fragmented parts of myself and my experiences, to make sense of them and give meaning to my life. I opened myself up to this loving universe, and to truly perceive it as such, it allowed me to relate, understand, and truly love myself. God created us perfectly as we are, in a perfect universe, we only learn to start making judgements of ourselves and what is good or bad. I don’t believe God would put anything into existence if it were anything less than perfect, so why not love ourselves as we are, see ourselves and life in a better, beautiful light? I find I can put my intentions out into the universe, stay openminded and receptive to receive the information that comes, and pay attention to the meaning behind my dreams, thoughts, interactions with people, and life experiences. I could begin to see the meaning in everything that came about, and the more I analyzed and explored my day to day experiences, the more information I could receive to help me with me heal and to answer my initial questions or intent, and the more I did so, the more it kept flowing in from everywhere. So, I put the intent to heal and expand my consciousness, and these fragmented parts began coming to my awareness through dreams, signs, and messages from guides. I made the effort to figure out myself, why I do what I do, and how the universe works, and stayed connected to my guides to do this work.

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    John Boonstra

    Beautifully expressed. Thank you for sharing, and may your journey toward peace and love continue.

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I’m Bethany

Welcome to my blog, this is an open journal of my life experiences as an avenue of expression for the spiritual, recovery, and healing processes that I am continuously going through, as I continue to learn and explore. Both as a hobby for fun and for inspiration. I am a 38 year old mother of two autistic children, a recovering alcoholic and addict, former environmental scientist, and most of all spiritual being working with my guides exploring various ideas as they come to me, in the effort to use my life experiences and the ideas, concepts and processes I go through to try to help others. I am pursuing a degree in psychology.

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